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AUTHOR'S.......P.O.V..

"Baba," she cried out loudly, hugging her father who was trying to console her with his sweet words. He was mentally strengthening himself too, as it was her departure time and they were standing at one of the private airstrips of the Ranawat empire in an FBO of an international airport, surrounded by guards on every corner

"I-I do-don-don't want t-to go," she fumbled through her sobs in his arms. With great difficulty, he cupped her face and wiped her tears. His heart bled at the sight of his daughter, but he managed to control his own sobs. Meanwhile, Aviraaj and Saarthak looked at them with softened eyes

"Even I don't want to let you go but-

"Then, keep her with you happily. I don't have any problem. Why be so cruel and send her with me?" Ekaksh said in a cold tone, his unbothered look making everyone stare at him in disbelief. Isha sniffled, looking at him, then hugged her father again and cried hard, causing her father to glare at Ekaksh

"Daamad kam damroo jada lagata hai, jab dekho tab bajata rahata hai," Sandeep thought with a scornful look, and then he focused his attention back on his daughter

"Can you please shut your lips for a while Ekaksh " Aviraaj whispered in a harsh tone , and he could sense the warning in it but that what he cared less about while Saarthak shook his head at his son

" Shhhh ! Now enough with this crying . I said na , just take this departure as a trip and feel free to come back to your home anytime . You belongs to here Isha " Snadeep consoled making her nod and sweetly whipped her tears then glazed at Ekaksh and again looked back at his daughter

" If he dares to scare or make it difficult for you to live there then just kill him and capture his Dark realm then rule it like a Queen . Remember you are my sherni bachhi , Isha " He said in a firm tone making Isha looked at him with parted lights , tears still flowing down her her yes while Ekaksh snapped his head towards his father-in-law glared who kissed his daughter head in encouragement

" Old habits die hard , even if the identity is completely changed . Advice dene ki adat aaj bhi nahi gayi hai even if this Consigliere of Mafias has changed into a Baker today . Indeed of the most intelligent man of our time " Saarthak thought , shaking his head at Sandeep and sighed

"Yes, Isha! And I will take care of his dead body. So never hesitate before doing that , my angel sister " Aviraj said, trying to motivate her with a stern look

He headed towards her and patted her right cheek with a tiny smile, making her look at him in disbelief , long gone her cries . Ekaksh narrowed his eyes at him with a clenched jaw , throwing daggers through his eyes . Is he really his best friend ? He wondered

" And I will take care of his case and the police , so no need to worry about them ' Saarthak words acted like a fuel to Ekaksh's shik shak shok state and He rolled his eyes at him and fisted his palm and gritted his teeth

"Iski bidai kar rahe ho ya mere matam ki taiyari?" he growled, causing Isha to flinch. Everyone looked at her with concern, paying no attention to his anger-filled eyes as he threw daggers at them one by one

" Sasural kam aisa lag raha hai mujhe marne ke mission par jada bhej rahe ho " He snapped loudly , glaring at her who intimiditally hide behind her father

" Control your tone when you talk to my daughter Ekaksh . She is sensitive to loud noises " Saarthak snapped back in fury , maintaining his temper making Ekaksh scoff and moved away without a word . Of course He doesn't wanted to create any scene and let the world enjoy the reality of their relation

" Sorry Isha " Saarthak said and She come out and looked behind him , at the direction where her husband went into , angrily removing his sherwani coat , leaving himself in the plain kurta

" It's ok Uncle . But yes You all should not have said things like that before him . He must be feeling sad " She said in a soft tone making Saarthak smile at her innocence . Do people as beautiful as her by heart still exist ? He pondered . He heart filled with warmth knowing very well He has chosen the best girl for his son but at the same time He felt guilty for choosing his son for a kindful girl like her

" Isha ! " Sandeep said and turned her towards him

" No need to worry about him . You just focus on yourself and your patients there . He has habit of these " He reminded , hating the fact she is developing softness towards him in the corner of her heart , no way He deserve that after leaving his daughter in the mandap as a cry mess after the wedding

" Ok " She said meekly and soon they taken her to the jet where her husband was waiting for her who immediately moved away after seeing them entering the jet

" Meri beti se dur rahiye ga Kuwar sa " Sandeep warned looking at him with cold eyes which Ekaksh match with the same intensity through his piercing gaze

" If you fear my presence around her so much then why the hell you married her to me Half Sasurji " He sarcastically asked in a chilled tone and for a second glanced at his wife who was engaged in a conversation with his bestfriend and father at some distance , sitting on her place .

" Devil knows now what they are trying to prepare her for ? His mind wondered

" Majboori thi meri , nahi to ye kabhi nahi hone deta " Sandeep replied back , blocking his sight falling on his daughter who was his wife now . This fact was still burning his heart

" Wo mere liye bhi ek majboori hi hai Mr.Mehra . Ek samjhaute se badhkar wo kuch nahi hai mere liye aur na hi kabhi hogi . Till the completion of the period I will keep her with me then come back and take her away before I throw her to you willingly " He said in a hard tone without a going on emotion , folding his hands before him making him clenched his jaw in anger

" Even I am eager to take her away from your sight " Sandeep said and moved away to meet his daughter for the last time and Ekaksh moved back to his room before the flight take off

After some time, Aviraj and Sandeep went back to their jet, as something important had come up that required their attention urgently . Sandeep then returned to his home, disheartened, leaving Isha with the cruel beast who showed up after one hour as his meeting was ongoing which was adjourned due to marriage

She looked outside the jet and started tapping her right foot in fear, making her payal jingle throughout the jet. He lifted his eyes from his phone to glance at the girl, who had managed to control her sobs, but fear was still evident on her face

"Please don't get into a crash and anything like a hijack " She whispered under her breath tightly closing her eyes and He raised up his one eyebrow keeping back his phone focusing his attention on her

"Gangaaaaa Maiyaaaaaaaaaaa" She loudly screamed as soon as the flight took off from the runway while Ekaksh kept on staring at her scared face then her lips which were still chanting the Hanuman Chalisa .

His eyes fell on her hand as she tried to grip his, which was resting on the armrest. His eyes shut tightly with a sharp intake of breath when she tightly fisted his palm. Her touch felt like an electric current passing through him-so unreal, yet ethereal. He gripped his emotions and glanced back at her who was still murmuring something

"Don't worry you will only die" He whispered in a cold tone and a smirk curled on his face when fear covered her face more

" And they were trying to challenge me through this scared kitten . A girl who cannot even handle the height fear , they thought she could rule over my realm after defeating me " he thought, casting a disdainful look at her

"I-I d-don't want t-to die," she fumbled through her tears, shaking her head in denial. She gripped his hand tighter, causing her nails to dig into his skin, leaving scratched marks

"Then you should not have married me, Doctor," he snapped back arrogantly, yanking his hand away , and glanced at the sky . They finally took off

He didn't even realize when his hand started to bleed, as his senses were consumed by her touch. And with the thought to divert her mind as her tears felt unbearable to him which was frustrating him to core

"Open your eyes we are already up" He snapped in irritation ,unfastening his seat belt and she opened her eyes slowly and looked out of the window

She sighed in relief and took a deep breath to calm her pounding heart . She looked at him who was about to get up from his seat then her eyes fell on his bleeding plam her a gasped escaped her mouth

" Did I do that ?" She thought and looked back at her fingers , her nails had traces of blood and her eyes tightly closed in fear and concern . How could she be so careless ? What if He again started to show his shooting skills and this time he too has a reason to make her his target ? Her mind snapped back at her

" Yo-You should put oin-ointment " She murmured in a low tone , tightly gripping her lehenga in fear when He was to walk past her

" Mind your own business Mrs.Ranawat " He said gazing down at her and she looked up only to looked down immediately as it was hard to maintain a eyes contact for her

" So-Sorry . But that happened because of me that's why -

" Doctor " He called making her slowly looked up but only to moved back as he started to lean down towards her after caging her on her seat , keeping his both hands on the armrests of her seat

" So-Sorry " She gulped in fear , getting intimidated by his scrutinizing gaze and he moved his face more towards her

" You know , Your father has warned me to stay the hell away from you and I am altering you to avoid the fucking existence of mine . Ok Sweetheart ? " He scoffed in a hissed tone boring holes into her soul through his gaze

But before she could response a turbulence made her jerked into front along with and the next second his eyes closed with sharp intake of breath , feeling her lips on his neck and he gulped hard while she stiffed at her place with hitched breath not able to comprehend how to handle the situation

She immediately pushed him away making him slammed on the front seat abruptly in a weird position out of embarrassment only to cupped her face with widened eyes and flustered cheeks and he snapped back his head making her looked down and he stood up with gritted teeth , glaring at her

" So-Sorry ! Sorry ! Sorry ! , I didn- I -

" SHUT UP ! "

He loudly interrupted her as she tried to apologize, and she remained frozen in her seat. Clenching and unclenching his fist to control his racing heart, he struggled to stay composed. She, too embarrassed by the incident, couldn't bring herself to meet his gaze. Although she knew it wasn't entirely her fault-something he had acknowledged-it was clear that what had happened left them both at a loss for words

" Suniye I really -

"Just shut up and be quiet," he snapped, causing her to flinch. He hurried away, trying to escape the situation before his face turned as red as his neck and ears

"Meri kya galti hai? Itne kareeb se warning dene ki kya zaroorat thi?" she murmured, then quickly glanced back to see if he was listening. Relieved to find no one, she placed her palm on her chest and sighed

"Miss " She called a air hostess who walked towards her with a polite smile and bow down as a gesture of respect

"Can you lead me to the washroom ? " She asked in a soft tone and the lady smiled and took her with her

"Call us Mam if you need anything " She politely said walking away after a bow and She entered the washroom , instantly rushing towards the mirror

She looked at herself in the mirror: smudged sindoor, smeared kajal, faded makeup, and disheveled hair. The reflection staring back at her made her feel like a completely different person. But of course it was fated to be like that afterall it was her bidai time then

"Hayeee Ganga Maiya,How can I look like thisss" She exclaimed with widened eyes and cupped her mouth . She removed the nath ( nose ring ) and immediately washed her face and sighed in relief

"Even if the makeup was really light, it still felt heavy," she said to herself, then walked out of the washroom, which was inside one of the rooms in the lavish jet. It was much larger than she could have ever imagined, and the interior screamed only richness. She wondered just how wealthy he truly was

" No wonder He didn't ask for dowry from us " She said , nodding her head and chuckled silently at her thought and moved back to her seat , leaving the room

"Now Where did he go ? " She whispered looking around as it has been quite a long time since she saw him

"Kahi neeche to nahi gir gaye" She tried to lighten up her mood as no one was there to do what she really needed as the homesickness had already gripped her mind . Being away from Banras was the last punishment she wanted to endure and now she has to do that

"It's okay, jitni lambi unki baatein hoti hai, mujhe to lagta hai sahi salamat land bhi kar jayenge," she shrugged off, stretching her neck. With some difficulty, she undid her tight bun and threw her head back in relaxation. Her hair rolled down beautifully to her waist, making the light headache wash away

"Hayeee Sam bhi haogya .Pata nahi kon se jahannum me le ja rahe hai mughe" She said putting her both feet on her seat then kept her chin on them and looked outside and her mood fell down as it was going to be the time of Aarti at the temple and Ganga ghaat

"Bus jaha bhi ja rahi hu , jinda rakhana Shivji " She said leaning back on her seat and trying to take a nap as her tired body gave up to even stand for once and the heavy bridal attire only added more to her tiredness

"Ok then finalize the deal and send the papers to our legal advisor , afterwards he will look into this matter " He said walking out of his room and moving towards his seat to get his file which he was reading before their arrival . His sight fell on her sleeping figure which he tried his best to avoid looking at

" The phase -4 , term number 3 was quite problem , talk with them and change it according to our interest " He said in an authoritative tone , taking the file but effortlessly his gaze fixed on her face , and the specific strand of hair which was creating problems in her sleeping state

He look at her who was trying to adjust on the seat wrapping her hands around her body but the lehenga and the jewelleries were making it difficult.His eyes fall on her face and stopped on her vermillion filled hairline then her nuptial chain which spreaded a strange kind of warmth in his chest which only screamed she is your wife but the voice - she is only your responsibility ,suppressed it brutally

"Hmm. This should be handled by the management affairs team for the real estate wing. Contact them about it," he said in a harsh yet subdued tone. His eyes, filled with helplessness, remained fixed on her face as a scornful expression appeared when the strand of hair continued to cause her trouble. He gritted his teeth, glaring at it

"Then fucking kill them and yourself too," he said out of nowhere, cutting the call abruptly. Without a second thought, he tucked the loose strand of hair behind her ear and his eyes helpless fell on her lips making his heartbeat escaped a beat and he took a slow yet low breath to calm himself

" Wha the fuck I am doing " He exclaimed and moved back abruptly after realising his thoughts . He ranked his finger into his hair locks in frustration being agitated at his ownself and again stare at her who was slowly rubbing her hand due to cold as the weather was suddenly changing as they entered the new state beside the coastal area of India , Andhra Pradesh

"She will be just Mrs.Ranawat not my wife" He emotionlessly stated in a rough tone walking away after taking his file leaving her on her situation to shiver in cold without looking back at her once

" It is better for her to stay away from me , for both of your betterment " He thought

"Sir Mam is still sleeping " A airhostess informed him after the jet landed on the private runaway of one the airport owned by him from his service wing

"I will see her" He coldly said keeping his phone into his pocket and she moved away after a bow down before him

He wrapped up his work and came out of his room then walked towards her seat only to find her still sleeping on the seat in the same position ,snuggling into her net dupatta which she had used to cover herself

"Isha," he called her in a firm tone, but it had no effect on her. However, it stirred something within him-a strange, unsettling feeling that arose just from uttering her name

He shook his head and took a deep breath to calm himself. He hated the way his heart raced whenever something came up about her.But both him and his heart is helpless before thier only Sweetheart

"Doctor " He firmly said in his deep yet dominating voice despising to take any risk as being annoyed with strange emotion arisen by her

" Doctor hoke aiseso rahi hai

"Doctor " He again harshly called in the same tone but get no response which made him to scoffed in irritation

" Doctor hoke aise so rahi hai .Patients to iske pakka coma me rahate honge sne ke naam par " He said with a hard look , pulling her dupatta only to earn

" Dusht Jaanwar "

"Fuck" He cursed under his breath and with lots of thoughts He finally picked her in his arms while she was still lost in her beautiful dream , snuggling towards the warmth of his chest ,hanging her hands

"This is the last time I'm doing this," he said angrily as he walked down the stairs, shocking everyone with the sight of their boss in such a state

Despite their surprise, they maintained their composure avoiding the furious gaze from Ekaksh . Laksh, still recovering from the shock, opened the car door. It was unexpected to see their typically gentle boss so agitated, especially less than 24 hours after his wedding. He put her in the back seat then sat at the other end of the seat

"No no Aashu , Kidney hi filter karta hai blood ko , Heart to pump karta hai" She said in her sleeping state making him give her a blank look

"Where the fuck I got stuck " He said staring at her who was still whispering something about heart and other organs which was somewhat audible but definitely not acknowledgable

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The car came to a sudden stop, causing her to jerk forward, but she managed to avoid hitting her head on the partition. She took a deep breath to steady herself and looked outside, where a grand mansion came into view. However, its beauty was overshadowed by the surrounding darkness and the gloomy atmosphere of the place

Struggling with the heavy lehenga she had been wearing since morning, she finally managed to get out of the car. She gasped at the mansion's imposing size and glanced around the desolate area. There were no other houses in sight; the mansion stood alone on the outskirts of the city. The road they had traveled seemed abandoned, lined with dense bushes and trees, indicating that the area was surrounded by woods

" Main yaha rahungi " She whispered looking at her front while her mind traveled back to her sunshine place Banaras , the city drowned in lights and colors emitting only divinity while the place she is brought to is only screaming darkness . Really her life has drastically changed

"I don't have the whole day for you to gasp like a fish; you can do that some other time," he said coldly, his harsh tone echoing in the still air

As he walked ahead, she had to practically run to keep up with him. He moved at his normal pace, dressed in a simple kurta and pants, while she struggled to match his speed in her extravagant jewels and heavy bridal lehenga.

"Thoda dheere chaliye, please," she pleaded from behind, her sweet voice carrying a melodious tone he had never encountered before. He stopped in his tracks, momentarily enchanted by the euphonious quality of her words as she has not talked to him after their moment on the jet

She sighed at his response then takes baby steps towards him , holding her lengha and chunari which was knotted with his cloth scarf

"Jadli aao" He bursted furiously making her flinched and stiffed at her place

"Kosis jaari hai" She said speeding her steps as his tone really arose goosebumps on her body

"I don't have whole fucking night to spend with you" He harshly said looking at his wrist watch then glared at her whose eyes welled up at his tone

He closed his eyes in frustration looking at her who was still at her place looking down just with a simple talk with him. With a sighed he moved towards her which she was completely unaware of .

"Ahhhh" She squealed with shut eyes in fear then abruptly opened them only to find him looked down at her with narrowed eyes after picking her in his rams nad walking ahead with exchange another word with her

"Close your mouth Mrs.Ranawat " He said to the girl who was still looking at his face with parted lips , both completely unbothered by the not less than robotic guards guarding the realm in their respective positions

"A camera or a mobile ?" He asked coldly with his emotion deprived face still looking ahead making her frown looking at him

"Hnn?" She said blinking her eyes

"Take a picture , It will last long , Sweetheart " He said blankly gazing down at her making her quickly look away in embarrassment as He again caught her staring at him ,first in alter then in car now this .Too much for a day. But still her brain and heart cannot get enough of his charm

"I can walk" She whispered out in a low tone finally acknowledging the guards

"I saw . How agile you are ." He coldly said standing outside at the main gate looking down at her who looked away

"Supriseeeeeeeeeeee"

A woman's voice came as the gate opened, causing her to flinch. He tightened his hold to steady her, avoiding her falling down, then looked at the lady who was smiling widely at them , and finally at the servants and staff, who were staring at the couple in shock. The staff quickly looked down, their fear evident as his dangerous glare made them shiver . Then at the men behind the lady whom she was glaring at , his bestfriend along with his bestfriend's father

" Katha Darling , They have already took their entry . Do we really need to do that ?" Her Husbnad whined along making her glared

" Phool fekiye " She ordered and with a cold look both the father and the son obliged her without a word , showering flowering at the couple while Isha looked at them with a awkward look , she knows them .

They have met before when was operating Aviraj's grandfather with her senior doctor but it was quite long back and it was a normal meeting , never in her wild dream she thought she will met them like this again

" Itna romantic kabse Ekaksh '' Katha said in a teasing tone looking at the couple after being surprised by his action. It was the most rare sight for her

"Kathaa Aunty , please " He said in tired tone putting her down who stand at a distance from him , looking down

"Ohhh thats something new though and sweet too " Aviraaj said , looking at him with a smirk making him roll his eyes at him

"No - no. No need to cover your face , Isha please " Katha hurriedly stated when Isha was about to veil her face as she knows how traditional Katha's family is , she has encountered Aviraj's Grandmother for once

" Who is covering face ?" Sarthak said entering the scene then looked at Katha who signed at her while Ekaksh impatiently stood at the gate with a scornful look , He just wanted all these to finish as soon as possible

" Aisa karna bhi mat . Nahi to tumhari saas swarg se utar kar mera satkar karegi " He said recalling the kalesh happened in his house for this ghoonghat thing , creadit goes to his Dadi sa and His wife only , one who doesn't wanted to change her conservative customs ,another who wanted to kill these conservative thoughts which only did evil things to women . Their sharp words and relies is still fresh in his mind

" Jitni lambi tumhari jubaan hai agar utni lambi apni ghoonghat kar li hoti to aaj humare gharane ki izzat bach gayi hoti chhori " She harshly stated , pointing her finger at the lady before her

" Main kaha na meri ghoonghat galti to ghir gayi . Aur aapko kisne kaha tha meri ghoonghat me apni gharane ki izzat chhupane ko . Ab gir gayi to main kya karun " She said still trying to maintain the veil over her head rising the temper of the old lady while Saarthak palmed his face standing behind her and glared at his sister who was trying to control her laughing

" Aur kya mere ghoonghat jitni hi lambi hai aapki gharane ki izzat Dadi sa " She stated in a frightening tone being tired of trying to make them understand her point

" Kya gajab ka product hoga aap dono ka . Main to abhi se excited hu Bhai sa uske liye " Niharika , his cousin sister stated , tightly palming her mouth to stop the chuckle and Saarthak moved front to resolve the matter like he always do

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" Seems like memories are still fresh " Katha whispered leaning towards his ear making him broke out of his chain of thought and the next second she felt herself pulled away from Saarthak and Her Husband stand between them

" Yug . What was that " She snapped making him raised up his one eyebrow at her who glared at his possessiveness while Saarthak rolled his eyes and moved towards Aviraj , their son who shook his head at her parents

" Aarti karo , kab se bache wait kar rahe hai " Yug stated looking straight , not daring to match his scowling wife gaze . The 5'3 inch wife still manage to scare the shit out of him even after years

" Nahi . Before that I want to present a shyari in the honor of this new couple in the town " She said with a smiling face and Yug immediately looked down at her who smiled at him , tilting her neck cutely

" firse mera kachra karegi " Yug thought but before he or even his son who is aware of her stories and syaris telling skills stop her she said further

" And this will be on my Dear Isha and Ekaksh " Shesaid and Yug eyes lighened up while Aviraj sighed internally But Saarthak and Ekaksh eyes widened but Isha smiled at her in encouragement

" Ka-Katha meri baat suno " Saarthak said heading towards her while Ekaksh sighed, atleast his father is trying to save him somewhere

" Go on Darling " Yug said blocking Saarthak path and Katha nodded and smiled at the couple while Ekaksh shook his head in no mentally

" Kadhai mein Kadhai , kadhai me tel , Ok ?" She said and the boys helplessley nodded while Yug palmed Saarthak mough to avoid any interruption

" Darling , You said asomething how could it be wrong . You say further " Yug said being the most whipped person for his wife you ever come across

" To , Kadhai mein kadhai , kadhai me tel or..........

She stopped making making everyone glance at her with curious eyes , so she say further but Ekaksh was still shaking his head in no , come on his newly bride is here .

" Agar Isha hai gaaye to Ekaksh hai bail " She hapilly stated and Yug laughed making her smiled at him while Isha controlled her chuckled and Ekaksh passed a bitter look at her making her silent .

Aviraaj just hide his face being embaraased at his parents childlike act and Saarthak come out of Yug's hold , after punching his stomatch as he was still busy in laughing at her wife shyari to make her feel good . Anything thing to make her feel good , even if is laughing forcibly even it is making people laughing at her lame joke forcibly

" Ab hogaya chup ho jaiye . kaisi Aadimanv jaisi hasi hai aapki " Katha stated out of no where and the hall filled with Yug's laugh went silent and this time Saarthak passed a mocking chuckle at him

"Aarti ki thaal le kar aago" Katha said to one of the staff, focusing her gaze on the couple who were standing far from each other as if they will get infected if they come closer

"Lightly kick the kalash and step in the Alta (red water) and walk inside your house" Katha said after doing their Aarti

"Where are you going ? Help her when she is performing the rituals" She said when he was about to walk away as these things feels useless to him after her aarti wish get fulfilled

"Just do it fastly " He said in a irritated tone making her quickly did the rituals without a word while Katha passed a glare at him to which he look unbothered

"Bus thori der aur ruk ja Ekaksh , mujhe nazar uthar lene de" Katha said in a excited tone and Aviraj stood beside his mother begging her personal cameraman , being trained by her before the couple arrival

"Ekaksh she is your wife , come on stand little close " She said shaking her head and forcely made him stand close to her then quickly take off their evil eyes from them while Aviraj clickled some pictures

" Cameraman jaldi focus karo " Katha said when there was a beautiful intimate moment going on between the couple

" Ma , please kam reel dekha karo aap " He said in a helpless tone and clicked the couple

" You just focused on your works and your camera on my couple " She glared back and smiled at the couple , especially at Isha who reciprocated with a small smile and soon the rituals go finished and they moved towards the big hall while the men parted away from the ladies to another room to give them space

"Finally after so many years things are falling at their place" She said looking at her with a moist eyes

"Come here and sit , you must be tired after such a long journey" She said making her seat while Ekaksh move away towards his most appealing place in the whole mansion to have some drinks to get rid of the headache and Aviraaj follow him after taking a final look from the ladies

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